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wow, how sad that we're so much worse at keeping this up-t0-date now that we have internet at our fingertips just about 24/7. umm, yeah ...

so the last three weeks have been, well ... exhausting. we've been in and out of doctors' offices, labs, specialists, and each other's arms as we try to find an idea or two about the craziness in jason's head - no, not his loveable and zany wit, but headaches, vision issues, numbness in arms and head/face, swollen eyelid, small pupil, pounding metal in rythym with his heartbeat, sleep paralysis, etc., etc., etc.

we have been receiving EXCELLENT medical care and attention, but right now we're in the place where we've ruled out a lot (all the serious stuff like stroke, anurism, hemorraghing) but still have the doctors scratching their heads in fascination of a weird combination of symptoms.

in the midst of all this, we moved to corona (yay), and i have been re-adapting into a work-from-home schedule to juggle.

we have been so blown away by the countless reminders from our Dear Father that He is intimately involved and keeps providing in amazing ways. around random bends in the road, from work phone calls right when we need it, to dinner being brought over by friends at church , to an anonymous envelope with cash (hello!?), to other surprises, there is no way we can question that He wants us to KNOW He is at work.

so that's us. we're tired. we've had to apply a lot of this year's life lessons this month, especially Who to Fear. but we're together, so we're good.